been sick.. cough.. had a high fever the other day too.. but maybe it was high also coz of the weather/temp? dunno.. and i still have to work throughout coz for the last session, my unit only has 2 counselors incl me. if i take sick leave, she's gonna be so stressed out and unable to cope.. but im better now.. though still coughing..

 

7 weeks more of camp.. im really looking forward to the end.. honestly, right now, i wouldnt say i want to return next summer.. conditions sucks (though def not as bad as xiaoyun).. the environment, the admin stuff, the technology, the top pple (just certain things they do), the problematic kids, the lack of car, the disadvantages internationals face.. of coz there are good sides too, but lets not talk bout that now.. hah

 

a few times i just allow myself to think i wish to quit and return home, but i know the consequences doesnt allow me to and i want to challenge and stretch my limits, to persevere on.. california's (excl camp) a nice place, a place where i feel free, where a lot of pple are friendly and nice.. though bloody expensive.. a meal can easily and minimumly cost me 10 sing dollars..

 

dun worry yah, just wanted to let u guys know a bit of the bad side of things at camp and my feelings..

 

alright, gtg sleep.. nightz everyone.. u dont know how much i feel sg is so much more convenient to travel ard and cheaper to buy stuff..